I Haven't Posted On My Journal In A While So I Thought I Would For A Change.

Well, Im Around 8 st And Dropping Which Is Very Good. Last Night I Was So Hungry I Just Knew That Today I Was Gunna Have To Have Breakfast, But When I Woke Up This Morning My Stomach Felt Very Satisfied...Which Is Great!!

Going To My Friends In London For The Weekend Which Is Gunna Make It Hard To Skip Meals And Burn Calories And Such.

I Am Going To Disneyland Paris On Monday Morning. I Am So Excited And I Cannot Wait.

I Am Also Going To Spain 6th August So I Need To Get My Perfect Bikini Body By Then. Im Getting There....


Today Should Be Alright, No Breakfast For Me, No Lunch For Me, Cucumber Slices To Quench Hunger. Two Hours Of Skating Practise Today And Then I Will Eat Half Of My Dinner....

Wish Me Luck.
Stay Strong And Think Thin Ladies
xo 

Well, i've been doing well. Managed to get back to 7 st 8, which is really close to my first goal weight of 7 st 7. The trouble is I got this really funny feeling late one night when I was in bed and I felt like my heart was failing. It really scared me so I've been eating "properly" for a few days but I am now offically back to losing some more weight.

This weekend is going to be hard. We are going away camping near Peterborough with the whole family and they'll be watching every single meal I eat, so basically I'm gunna have to eat loads to keep them off my back.

Here is my plan of action, only eat what is nessicary to eat, breakfast, lunch and dinner. Eat small portions and don't snack. Because it's supposed to be a lovely weekend I'm going to be doing a lot of exercising and thats how im going to lose all of the calories....I hope!
There's ice skating in Peterborogh and i'll exercise whenever I have the chance. I leave for camping at 3 o'clock this afternoon and i am dreading it sooo much. It's now 1.10pm....it's getting closer....


....Wish Me Luck
xxx

Well, i've just done about 10 minutes on the nintendo wii and then danced around like a loony to the music channels for about 10 mins. I just didn't have the energy to do anymore. I feel really good now. All those endorphins rushing around my body. I know it's still only early morning but todays going to be a good day I can just feel it.

xo 

Well, today I decided to start losing weight through anorexia again. I am on and off this diet more times than you can imagine. I weighed myself. 110.8lbs. That's about 7 st 9. My first goal weight is going to be about 7 st 7. I have been eating today though because it was not until after dinner when I decided to go through with this diet again. Tomorrow will be the first real test.

I am happy with life atm though. I go on study leave on Monday. I have to go into school for 2 hours, then for a leavers assembly (which will make me cry) and then that's it. Hopefully, I will lose more from being at home, where I can burn loads of calories, rather than stuck sitting in school. Wish me luck in my GCSE's. The other thing that's bothering me atm is the fact that I will have to eat before each exam I have. That's because you do better in exams when you're not hungry....great!

Bye For Now
xo